So far things have be okay. Things could always get better, I don't remember the last time I wrote in here. I was kind with someone and that end. Now I am alone and I don't want to be. I want to be happy but I have to learn to make myself happy first. I will do that on my own, or at least I will try. Nisha's birthday is coming up. I am going to try to hang out with her. I wish I could find someone that wants me. I want to fall in love and be loved back. But I can't find that. I need to move out of this state. Anyways i just want to post here cuz no has posted for awhile. Oh yea the song "Lover's Spit" I heard it on Queer as Folk. I loved it so I download it and I recommend whoever reads to download it.